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| Life's been treating me well recently. I've complete my course and currently
waiting to enroll for the next year of degree.For now, I'm just wandering around
and taking my time to do things that i wanna do; like watching dramas, chilling out.
Without school/work makes me feel lost? I don't know how to describe it just
feel that I don't have anything to focus on. But it's slightly better now. I have my
focus on driving now. Not that bad after all. Oh, and taking driving lessons.
Tomorrow will be my first lesson. Kinda excited and nervous though. Alright, will
stop here for now. Till then, take care!
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| Hi! Oh my I haven't update this space for like a
zillion years. Wanted to shift to blogger supposedly
but due to my busy schedule (yea right stop lying. haha)
I totally forgot about blogging. I'll just tweet or facebook
most of the time. So anyway, my mudane life as usual,
school>chill out>home. And of course not forgetting my
Boyfriend. We're together most of the time so yea he
somehow occupies quite a large space in my life. Oh,
by the way I've turned 18! Time flies huh~ I'll be
attending one of my close friend's birthday party this
Sat and I absolutely can't wait! It'll be the first time
I'm partying since I turned 18. Omg gonna dress up
for sure!
Alright, gotta go. I'm typing this during break time
(I told you I am busy right. Lol). Take care! xx
P.s baby boy, I'm so happy today. but it'll be too
soon to say. hop you'll keep it up! Love you, your
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| I know I've been rather hot and cold lately.
I apologize for making you feel insecure and upset.
I have only been seeing what you're doing.
but I didn't see what I was doing to you.
Maybe I'm thinking too much that made me drift away from you.
You have been trying to please me most of the time these days, and
after a while, I just return to that upset person I was.
And I have done nothing.
I really don't know why I'm like this, dear.
I cry a lot.
I don't know what to do to make my old self return.
I want to feel happy again.
Happy with you, happy with myself.
I really really missed all of that.
There are really some things that I don't know how to put it across to you.
I feel so pressurized and most importantly, Selfish.
Perhaps I'm asking for too much.
I don't feel satisfied no matter how much I get.
It's like somehow, I can't even accept myself.
How do I accept you?
I'm sorry I've put you through shit from me.
But I'm really clueless.
I want to go back to the start.
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| Happy 4th dear!! | | |
| Had a great late-night talk session with Ash & Bel
last night.
So nice reminiscing our lower sec days.
Been busy, tired and exhausted lately.
Gosh, I slept for more than 10 hours yesterday and till now.
I am still sleepy!
What's wrong with me? Well, maybe I'm too
tired i guess.
I want to go shopping so badly.
I've been on shopping trips quite frequently these days
but it seems like i never really bought clothes?
Ugh.
hate being materialistic especially when I'm almost broke.
Alright, Let's just end it off here since I've nothing
much to say after not updating for a while.
Till the next time!
xx
I'm sorry, but at times you make me feel like not caring at all
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